When no one else is there, I have my mom, and she has me. We're closer than my sisters and my dad. Wanna know what happened that made me wanna rip off some heads?
My stupid little sister, it seems like as soon as she hit 11th grade, her attitude has been fucked up, but since shes about to graduate this year, Senior year of course, its gotten worse. She feels like my mom owes her something, like everything should be given to her. NOT!
My mom and I talk about everything and what she told me today made me ashamed to call my sister, 'my sister'. She asked her to look in the fridge to see if this chocolate bar was still in there, my sister got excited as if my mom was going to let her have it. My mom got annoyed by it because shes so damn greedy, she was all up in the fridge looking for the candy bar, when finally she found it. She looked at my mom, acting like she was about to open it. My mom scoffed at her and said, "You can have it if you make me some noodles, please." So my little sister turns her nose up at my mom as if to say, "Excuse me? what do 'I' look like making you noodles?" She didn't say that, but my mom said that's how she looked her. She put the candy bar back in the fridge and went up stairs. Now, what I don't get, is how my mom can do so much for everyone, and I mean she does a lot. My mom is far from selfish, like myself, my two sisters and my dad are very selfish.
My mom is the only one with income coming in, and we're all depending on her. My dad is being a pussy by not wanting to go on the road, hes a car hauler, he ran over 48 states, he got tired of it, got laid off, now hes trying to find a job, BUT they're hiring for car haulers for 48 states he just doesn't wanna do it. What an asshole, he'd rather watch his family go on the streets than go back on the road. Pathetic.
But as for my mom, I went downstairs BEFORE I found out about what my sister did, and my mom asked to make her noodles, she'd been working all day, of course I'll make her something to eat, shes mom, whatever she wants, its hers. So I washed out a pot and put on some water for her. Then she told me what happened. I became so pissed off, so quickly, my face turned red.
She asked my mom for all this shit, prom, grad nite, a new car, all this expensive shit, and can't make our own mom some noodles?
I love my sister dearly, but she is a fucking idiot. I found that selfish and very disrespectful. I feel bad for my mom because I'm the ONLY one who appreciates her. My 2nd oldest sister is married and has a baby and ask my mom for stuff. My mom never even got a thank you for throwing her a baby shower. SMFH, you know, I don't remember my mom raising any idiots, but I guess they get it from 'their' dad.
Whenever I have a bad day, my mom is there to make me laugh, and I make her laugh, she's just a saint to me. She gives money to the 'real' needy, people who are down on their luck, she's sweet and considerate. If I lost her, I can honestly say I'd be someone different, she makes me who I am, and without her, I'm no one. I pray that she'll always be okay and happy.
All I know, is whether I'm single or taken, I'll always have you mom, you mean everything to me, and so much more. You don't need anyone, but its obvious everyone needs you. You're the best and I promise when we make it big, I'll buy you your own M.A.C. counter to go in your house. =]
I don't need a girlfriend, I have my mommy.lol
Me, Myself, and my Mom.
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You did either two things to Porsche. cussed her out or beat that ass because i know you don't just let that fly. you are such a mama's girl. too cute. i see alot of pictures of you and your mom when you was little. you have some with your sisters but mainly with ur mom. i adore and admire that about you. its funny because youre the malicious and crazy one but the softy when it comes to your mom. youre just so damn mysterious booboo
Yeah, we're mad close B.
I get that a lot on being mysterious. I am the softy when it comes to her, but for some reason I'm a malicious sweetheart. :D
I make people wonder.
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